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Mother’s day

Ever since the day I was born we celebrated this day. A special day for you, for honoring everything you did for me. The days you kissed my knees when I fell again. For the days you sat beside me when I was ill. For all the support you gave me when I lost my best friend. You where there when I first fell in love, my first heartbreak. You were always there besides me. Little shopping trips when we were bored. Driving around with the music on because we didn’t have anything better to do. The days we went to the beach just to get our special ice cream. You were always there. Besides me. But now I have to do everything without you and I don’t know how. Four months ago you suddenly passed away. Since then I don’t really know what to do with my life. You were my savior, my guardian  But now you are not with me anymore and I’m so tired of all this heartache. I wish you would be here to tell me everything is alright. Or that you could warn me before all this happened. That you could tell me that everything is gonna be alright. But is it?
And then today it is mother’s day again. You are not here and it hurts so badly seeing all the kids be happy with their moms. Because I want that too. Will there ever be a day when this all hurts a little less?

silent16:

         I thought of you today, but that is nothing new.

         I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too.

         I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.

         All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.

         Your memory is a keepsake, from which I’ll never part.

         God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart. ♥

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